I was a construction manager. Good money, genuinely skilled at the work, but the environment was grinding me down in ways I did not have words for at the time.
So I started learning to code. That led me to RefugeesCode, a not-for-profit that taught coding to newcomers. I ended up becoming its director, which taught me more about building systems from scratch than any other role I had held: how to hold a vision under pressure, how to debug when nothing is working, how to actually finish something. I came out of that phase with a different relationship to complexity. I stopped finding it intimidating and started finding it interesting.
Conventional investing was something I tried alongside all of that. It was a disaster. Not because I lacked information; I had plenty. The problem was that I could not stay calm when things went sideways. My emotions kept overriding my logic. I would read a headline and react. I would see a loss and panic. I would see a gain and get greedy. Classic. Embarrassingly classic.
Then I found Mandelbrot's book, The (Mis)Behaviour of Markets. That was the crack in the door. The idea that markets have a measurable shape, that they follow fractal patterns, that they are not purely random noise and not purely predictable either. I spent years alongside that reading studying the work of Trader Daye and ICT, learning to read market structure at a level most retail traders never reach.
At some point these threads started connecting in my head. What if I could build a system that measured the fractal state of the market and then executed trades based on rules I had written in advance, not feelings I was having in the moment? I started running backtests. The results blew me away. Two months of focused coding later, I had something real.
About a month ago, I stepped back and looked at what I had actually built: five strategies running simultaneously, each one exploiting a different feature of market structure, with combined backtested performance above hedge fund level. I will not pretend that did not feel like a significant turning point.